Something Broken in You 3/3
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candylovingangelTitle: Something Broken in You
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candylovinangel
Rating: R
Pairing: Gabriel/Dean
Spoilers: up to 6.11
Word Count: 2,869
Summary: It's starts off with the archangel freaking out when he thinks that Dean is leaving and then everything turns out entirely different from what Dean could have ever expected from the broken archangel.
A few weeks went by and Gabriel was somewhat cheerier…But he was still quite clearly holding back, he still had a…sad air about him and Dean decided one day when Sam was gone that he’d had enough. He went to the door and acted like he was going to leave and that got Gabriel standing up.
“No! Don’t go!” He said loudly, his voice pleading, and desperate as Dean put the Do Not Disturb tab on the door handle, though pretended like he was pausing.
“Dean, please…don’t go…” Gabriel said as he started coming closer. Dean sighed and closed the door and turned to Gabriel and the angel had pulled him into a hug faster than Dean could blink.
“I don’t want you to leave…please…don’t leave me…” Gabriel says in a whisper, his voice quiet and broken and Dean can feel his heart break and his annoyance melted away when he remembered just how hurt Gabriel is. He steered him to the bed.
“I won’t leave,” He says softly as Gabriel’s actually trembling…damn just when it had seemed he was so close to his old self, now …Now he pulls Gabriel’s shirt off of him and then pushes him down onto the bed so that his back was facing him. He had an idea and he hoped it worked. He hadn’t heard any sound of wings from Gabriel at all lately and he figured Gabriel was keeping them hidden and not moving them…He needed Gabriel to relax for him to open up…So he started massaging Gabriel’s back. He did it slowly and was working his way down to Gabriel’s shoulder blades.
“Dean what are you-nnnh lower….” He started off questioning but then caught on fast, not to mention letting out a low groan of pleasure. Dean stops and pulls Gabriel’s shirt off and then continued, he worked carefully with Gabriel, who had been tense at first and now he was relaxing and letting out moans of pleasure. It was something that had Dean smiling throughout even as Dean got to just below the shoulderblades and worked there, he knew he’d guessed right when he heard a flutter of wings and the skin just under Dean’s hands fluttered a bit as if something were moving. He grinned and pressed some more, getting a moan from Gabriel.
“Don’t Dean…don’t…I don’t want ‘em out…” He said in a strained voice but Dean kept working at the spots and Gabriel shuddered and cursed under his breath as the flutter of wings got louder and Dean blinked when wings appeared…huge, massive wings that were…black? He looked to Gabriel’s back again and saw how the wing joints were smoothly connected with Gabriel’s back. Dean watched as Gabriel flexed the muscles in his wings before spreading them out, they were already in a good sized hotel room but damn Gabriel could barely stretch them out to their full extent. Dean brought his hand to one of the wings and stroked it. He blinked when it…it didn’t feel right. He looked at his hand and saw some of the black had rubbed off.
“Is this…ash on your wings?” He asked as Gabriel looked back to him awkwardly.
“Yes…” He says softly, “I…I can’t get it off on my own.” He admits at long last. Oh man no wonder he hadn’t been showing off or moving his wings, they reminded him of purgatory… Dean got off the bed and saw Gabriel watching him as he pushed the other bed over. Sam being a neat freak had made the bed so the covers were smooth.
“Okay put your right wing here,” He instructed as he got up and got all the towels and filled two bowls with water, yet when he looked back at them, they were buckets and Dean smiled a bit and dipped a cloth into the water and rung it out before he went to the tip of Gabriel’s wings and started washing away the ash, revealing pure white feathers under all that ash. Then he got to the bottom of the feathers and saw they were tinted a bright gold. Dean smiled and then looked at all the ash on the cloth and suddenly there were a dozen more. He looked up and saw Gabriel watching him, head on the pillows of the other bed. Dean tossed the current cloth to the floor and grabbed another, and got it wet and started working again, he worked carefully with Gabriel’s wings and feathers. He even checked the other side of the wing.
That was clean. It was only the backside of the wings Gabriel had been having trouble with. As he worked he got to a part of the wing where the top was now gold tinted feathers. Dean smiled, he couldn’t stop smiling as he worked carefully with these wings. He loved how soft they felt when they didn’t have ash coating them. Several times throughout Gabriel would flex the wing and Dean would stop until Gabriel got more comfortable and then resume the cleaning. Sam came in when he was at the halfway point of the right wing.
Gabriel started in surprise and his wings jerked and his right wing smacked dean in the face and Dean cursed, the wing had hit him hard hell he was rubbing the bridge of his nose and cursing at Sam.
“Uh…Dean what the hell are you doing to his wings?” Sam asked as he put his stuff on the table and Dean flipped him off for a moment until he recovered from the sudden shock and getting smacked by a large ass wing.
“I’m cleaning them you moron, aren’t you supposed to be the smart one?” He growled as he picked up the cloth and proceeded and Sam raised his eyebrows.
“Can I help?” Sam asked and Dean glanced to Gabriel who bit his lip as if not sure.
“Uh…Sam I think he’s barely comfortable with my doing this…sorry,” He says giving his brother an appropriately apologetic look and Gabriel refused to meet Sam’s gaze as the younger Winchester deflated a bit.
“Oh…okay…” Sam muttered before he promptly left again, slamming the door again. Dean rolled his eyes, calling Sam a girl before he continued on and got to there he was on the same bed as Gabriel now.
“So…Gabriel, I’ve been wondering…Why the panic attack whenever I start to leave or when it seems like I’m going to leave?” He says as he smoothes out some feathers and Gabriel’s silent for a moment.
“I don’t know why I do it…it’s just…when you leave I don’t…I don’t feel right…I feel alone again, even with Sam around. You’re the one that came to me in purgatory. You’re the one that saved me from it…Call it some sort of weird bond, I don’t care I just…It feels…wrong when you’re not around.” He mutters as Dean tosses the wet and dirty cloth to the ground and gets another cloth and wets it and rings out the excess water back in the bucket as he continues.
“Huh. Well considering I’m the one that basically got you killed I thought you’d hate my guts,” He says as he uncovers more white and gold as he gets closer to his shoulders, the feathers and wing larger here and then it got smaller at a point by Gabriel’s shoulder blade, where the wings flawlessly joined with his vessel’s back.
“Mmm. I did at first...But well…I got over it. You were right, it needed to be done,” He muttered as the wing flexed under Dean’s hands who never tired of how soft the feathers felt when the ash was gone.
“Then once a year I would…I don’t know kind of feel you somehow…I never knew when I’d feel it but…Whenever I felt some sort of sign of your soul I’d cry out for help, hoping you heard me…” Dean felt his insides clench and he paused, feeling the shock go through him.
“I…I just thought they were dreams til this year…But then again how else would I dream about Lucifer killing you when I didn’t see it?” Dean sighs as Gabriel looks back to him again.
“I’m sorry I should have known…” Dean said softly as he finished off Gabriel’s right wing and the archangel brings it back in and now Dean has the left wing to work on. He starts to go for it when Gabriel stops him and sits up and card’s his hand through Dean’s hair and then puts his hands on Dean’s shoulders.
“You want to know why I tried to get through to you and not Sam?” He asked softly, his eyes on Dean’s they were softer than usual, like he didn’t hold anything against Dean, “It was because you…you’ve always had this…effect on me, you could get me to do things I didn’t want to do. That and you brought me back.” Gabriel says before pulling Dean in and kissing him on the lips softly and Dean responded back, pulling Gabriel into his embrace and he kissed him with a passion he didn’t know he had even as Gabriel started laughing softly and Dean pulled away.
“What?” Dean asked and Gabriel smirked at him.
“You know I could have made the ash go away, on my own, I just wanted you to be able to do it, the cloth on them felt…awesome,” Gabriel says with a chuckle as Dean looks to the other wing and sees its free of ash.
“You sneaky bastard,” Dean says with a chuckle before he sees the wings vanish and Gabriel’s pulling him back to him and he’s the one starting things and Dean realizes this is completely different from before, before it was just more or less to cheer him up. That’s what Dean had been doing before…Yet now…Now he didn’t know what Gabriel was planning but he knew he was going to like it even as Gabriel threw aside Dean’s Shirt and worked on Dean’s pants, Dean working on Gabriel’s as well. Gabriel rolled his eyes and snapped his fingers and both were naked as Gabriel rolled over and was on top of Dean, those beautiful wings of his made an appearance again as they felt each other up, Dean whimpered, wanting Gabriel now more than ever, knowing that his angel friend and the one he had so many feelings for was back to normal save for a attachment issue.
There was a tangle of limbs and the flutter of feathers over the next hour as Gabriel and Dean got it on and were panting and kissing and Gabriel was doing Dean this time, whereas Dean did him last time, Gabriel was so much harder, and teased him more and lingered more, making Dean groan in pleasure, feeling himself come and Gabriel gave a dry chuckle as Dean felt something hot and warm constrict around his chest and his eyes widened. He couldn’t see Gabriel but he could see the burning light coming from his wings…Could feel whatever this was now in his chest wrapping around it like a snake…
“What…what are you doing?” Dean gasped out he could feel that Gabriel was still sliding his hands along Dean’s back.
“Honestly? I don’t know, just going off an instinct here…” Gabriel muttered as suddenly that head grow hotter than anything Dean had ever felt and he let out a strangled yell…
Dean was unaware of the white light coming from his eyes and mouth, almost like he’d said yes to being a vessel…What happened at the same moment was both of them coming at once, no prompting from either one and both yelled with the combined release and when it was over Dean passed out fro exhaustion as Gabriel got out and smirked and went to the bathroom, snagging some clothes and cleaning himself up. He cleaned Dean up too with a snap of his fingers…
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Dean came to with warm arms wrapped around him. Clothed warm arms he noticed…but that wasn’t all…He felt like there was a constant thrum of warmth in his chest right now. He tried to rub at his chest but the arms holding him wouldn’t let him, a ghost of a whisper across his ear.
“Don’t, you need to keep calm and just…listen, clear your mind…” came Gabriel’s voice, soft and teasing to his ear, and Dean shifted so he was more into Gabriel’s hold. Gabriel gave an amused chuckled and brought Dean closer so that they were pressed up against each other; though Gabriel was clothed he was still warm and comfortable. He took in a deep breath and then lets out a soft breath. It was only when he’d settled did he feel it…He felt…lazy…comfortable and happy all at once, and he realized these weren’t his emotions, he himself was comfortable and content. A flare of amusement sparked within him and he blinked and realized it was… His eyes flew open and he looked to Gabriel who smirked and yeah, Dean definitely felt amusement and it was Gabriel’s but what was he doing to Dean that made him feel it too?
“Wow, you got alarmed, scared and surprised all at once,” Gabriel said, holding Dean close still and Dean wasn’t really sure what to say.
“Before you ask…I…forged a bond between your soul and my grace. I didn’t realize I’d done it until an hour ago…Feels good though doesn’t it?” Gabriel says with a smile and Dean searched the archangel’s eyes and he seemed…content and happy, just like what Dean had felt from him.
“Why?” Dean asked as Gabriel threaded his fingers through Dean’s hair. Gabriel becomes…distant for a moment.
“Because…I don’t want you to have to deal with me going into panicked archangel afraid of being lonely mode…Like this I can hand not needing you in the same room because well…now I’ll be able to feel you from anywhere,” He says softly. That’s when Dean realized what Purgatory had done to Gabriel.
It had scarred the angel badly, the angel that no-one to visit him, who had been alone not only in purgatory but on earth for who knows how long…and purgatory had preyed on that and had tortured Gabriel with it. That was why Gabriel had seemed so distant at first…he’d been afraid to get attached because he really had thought it was a hallucination…it was after that, that he had warmed up. He’d never be able to be alone if he hadn’t done this…If it hadn’t been for what he’d just done…
“Why me?” Dean asked, remembering once saying this to Castiel, and that’s when he realized Sam was back in the room and was watching them, and when Dean realized he was fully clothed.
“Because I love you. I have since back when I first set eyes on you at the University.” Gabriel says with a smile before he pulls Dean into a kiss and Sam’s laughing and Castiel is clapping , having appeared right next to Sam, causing Sam to start with a yelp and then start clapping too.
Dean broke away from Gabriel and sat up looking to Castiel.
“You knew about this?” He asks in shock and Castiel smiled.
“I’m not as…clueless as I look, I’m the one who told Gabriel to get his butt in high gear if he didn’t want to lose you.” He said with a happy smile.
“We were wondering when Gabriel would finally make a move. That whole wing thing from earlier, the uh…’slamming the door and stomping out in a fit of rage’ was fake. I figured if he was letting you clean his wings…he was getting his freak on.” Sam said with a smartass smirk.
Gabriel rolled his eyes as Dean let out an exasperated growl of annoyance.
“Well you two, unless you wanna see us have wild happy sex I suggest you leave the room,” Gabriel said and Sam looked like he didn’t believe him and when Gabriel started stripping that when Castiel left and Sam folded his arms.
“You’re not fooling me,” He growls, but then Dean grins.
“You know, I think it would be even hotter to do it in front of Sam, don’t you Gabe?” He says as he starts shedding his clothes and that’s when Sam breaks and grabs the keys and flees the room.
They wait for the car to be out of earshot before they stop and Dean lets out a sigh.
“I hope you don’t mind that I just want to relax, sex with you is draining,” He says with a chuckle and Gabriel zips up the zipper of his pants and rebuttons it.
“I know, I’m just happy to relax too, I know you’re only human and I know I’m a tough one to please,” He says with a chuckle as he pulls on his shirt and buttons it up, Dean doing the same thing as he smiles and kisses Gabriel as the latter turns on the tv so that it’s on Dr. Sexy.
“Everything…feels right now,” Dean says after the show is interrupted by commercials and Gabriel looks to him with a smile and he agrees and leans in and kisses Dean, Dean kissing back, both now content and happy…
Author:
candylovinangel Rating: R
Pairing: Gabriel/Dean
Spoilers: up to 6.11
Word Count: 2,869
Summary: It's starts off with the archangel freaking out when he thinks that Dean is leaving and then everything turns out entirely different from what Dean could have ever expected from the broken archangel.
A few weeks went by and Gabriel was somewhat cheerier…But he was still quite clearly holding back, he still had a…sad air about him and Dean decided one day when Sam was gone that he’d had enough. He went to the door and acted like he was going to leave and that got Gabriel standing up.
“No! Don’t go!” He said loudly, his voice pleading, and desperate as Dean put the Do Not Disturb tab on the door handle, though pretended like he was pausing.
“Dean, please…don’t go…” Gabriel said as he started coming closer. Dean sighed and closed the door and turned to Gabriel and the angel had pulled him into a hug faster than Dean could blink.
“I don’t want you to leave…please…don’t leave me…” Gabriel says in a whisper, his voice quiet and broken and Dean can feel his heart break and his annoyance melted away when he remembered just how hurt Gabriel is. He steered him to the bed.
“I won’t leave,” He says softly as Gabriel’s actually trembling…damn just when it had seemed he was so close to his old self, now …Now he pulls Gabriel’s shirt off of him and then pushes him down onto the bed so that his back was facing him. He had an idea and he hoped it worked. He hadn’t heard any sound of wings from Gabriel at all lately and he figured Gabriel was keeping them hidden and not moving them…He needed Gabriel to relax for him to open up…So he started massaging Gabriel’s back. He did it slowly and was working his way down to Gabriel’s shoulder blades.
“Dean what are you-nnnh lower….” He started off questioning but then caught on fast, not to mention letting out a low groan of pleasure. Dean stops and pulls Gabriel’s shirt off and then continued, he worked carefully with Gabriel, who had been tense at first and now he was relaxing and letting out moans of pleasure. It was something that had Dean smiling throughout even as Dean got to just below the shoulderblades and worked there, he knew he’d guessed right when he heard a flutter of wings and the skin just under Dean’s hands fluttered a bit as if something were moving. He grinned and pressed some more, getting a moan from Gabriel.
“Don’t Dean…don’t…I don’t want ‘em out…” He said in a strained voice but Dean kept working at the spots and Gabriel shuddered and cursed under his breath as the flutter of wings got louder and Dean blinked when wings appeared…huge, massive wings that were…black? He looked to Gabriel’s back again and saw how the wing joints were smoothly connected with Gabriel’s back. Dean watched as Gabriel flexed the muscles in his wings before spreading them out, they were already in a good sized hotel room but damn Gabriel could barely stretch them out to their full extent. Dean brought his hand to one of the wings and stroked it. He blinked when it…it didn’t feel right. He looked at his hand and saw some of the black had rubbed off.
“Is this…ash on your wings?” He asked as Gabriel looked back to him awkwardly.
“Yes…” He says softly, “I…I can’t get it off on my own.” He admits at long last. Oh man no wonder he hadn’t been showing off or moving his wings, they reminded him of purgatory… Dean got off the bed and saw Gabriel watching him as he pushed the other bed over. Sam being a neat freak had made the bed so the covers were smooth.
“Okay put your right wing here,” He instructed as he got up and got all the towels and filled two bowls with water, yet when he looked back at them, they were buckets and Dean smiled a bit and dipped a cloth into the water and rung it out before he went to the tip of Gabriel’s wings and started washing away the ash, revealing pure white feathers under all that ash. Then he got to the bottom of the feathers and saw they were tinted a bright gold. Dean smiled and then looked at all the ash on the cloth and suddenly there were a dozen more. He looked up and saw Gabriel watching him, head on the pillows of the other bed. Dean tossed the current cloth to the floor and grabbed another, and got it wet and started working again, he worked carefully with Gabriel’s wings and feathers. He even checked the other side of the wing.
That was clean. It was only the backside of the wings Gabriel had been having trouble with. As he worked he got to a part of the wing where the top was now gold tinted feathers. Dean smiled, he couldn’t stop smiling as he worked carefully with these wings. He loved how soft they felt when they didn’t have ash coating them. Several times throughout Gabriel would flex the wing and Dean would stop until Gabriel got more comfortable and then resume the cleaning. Sam came in when he was at the halfway point of the right wing.
Gabriel started in surprise and his wings jerked and his right wing smacked dean in the face and Dean cursed, the wing had hit him hard hell he was rubbing the bridge of his nose and cursing at Sam.
“Uh…Dean what the hell are you doing to his wings?” Sam asked as he put his stuff on the table and Dean flipped him off for a moment until he recovered from the sudden shock and getting smacked by a large ass wing.
“I’m cleaning them you moron, aren’t you supposed to be the smart one?” He growled as he picked up the cloth and proceeded and Sam raised his eyebrows.
“Can I help?” Sam asked and Dean glanced to Gabriel who bit his lip as if not sure.
“Uh…Sam I think he’s barely comfortable with my doing this…sorry,” He says giving his brother an appropriately apologetic look and Gabriel refused to meet Sam’s gaze as the younger Winchester deflated a bit.
“Oh…okay…” Sam muttered before he promptly left again, slamming the door again. Dean rolled his eyes, calling Sam a girl before he continued on and got to there he was on the same bed as Gabriel now.
“So…Gabriel, I’ve been wondering…Why the panic attack whenever I start to leave or when it seems like I’m going to leave?” He says as he smoothes out some feathers and Gabriel’s silent for a moment.
“I don’t know why I do it…it’s just…when you leave I don’t…I don’t feel right…I feel alone again, even with Sam around. You’re the one that came to me in purgatory. You’re the one that saved me from it…Call it some sort of weird bond, I don’t care I just…It feels…wrong when you’re not around.” He mutters as Dean tosses the wet and dirty cloth to the ground and gets another cloth and wets it and rings out the excess water back in the bucket as he continues.
“Huh. Well considering I’m the one that basically got you killed I thought you’d hate my guts,” He says as he uncovers more white and gold as he gets closer to his shoulders, the feathers and wing larger here and then it got smaller at a point by Gabriel’s shoulder blade, where the wings flawlessly joined with his vessel’s back.
“Mmm. I did at first...But well…I got over it. You were right, it needed to be done,” He muttered as the wing flexed under Dean’s hands who never tired of how soft the feathers felt when the ash was gone.
“Then once a year I would…I don’t know kind of feel you somehow…I never knew when I’d feel it but…Whenever I felt some sort of sign of your soul I’d cry out for help, hoping you heard me…” Dean felt his insides clench and he paused, feeling the shock go through him.
“I…I just thought they were dreams til this year…But then again how else would I dream about Lucifer killing you when I didn’t see it?” Dean sighs as Gabriel looks back to him again.
“I’m sorry I should have known…” Dean said softly as he finished off Gabriel’s right wing and the archangel brings it back in and now Dean has the left wing to work on. He starts to go for it when Gabriel stops him and sits up and card’s his hand through Dean’s hair and then puts his hands on Dean’s shoulders.
“You want to know why I tried to get through to you and not Sam?” He asked softly, his eyes on Dean’s they were softer than usual, like he didn’t hold anything against Dean, “It was because you…you’ve always had this…effect on me, you could get me to do things I didn’t want to do. That and you brought me back.” Gabriel says before pulling Dean in and kissing him on the lips softly and Dean responded back, pulling Gabriel into his embrace and he kissed him with a passion he didn’t know he had even as Gabriel started laughing softly and Dean pulled away.
“What?” Dean asked and Gabriel smirked at him.
“You know I could have made the ash go away, on my own, I just wanted you to be able to do it, the cloth on them felt…awesome,” Gabriel says with a chuckle as Dean looks to the other wing and sees its free of ash.
“You sneaky bastard,” Dean says with a chuckle before he sees the wings vanish and Gabriel’s pulling him back to him and he’s the one starting things and Dean realizes this is completely different from before, before it was just more or less to cheer him up. That’s what Dean had been doing before…Yet now…Now he didn’t know what Gabriel was planning but he knew he was going to like it even as Gabriel threw aside Dean’s Shirt and worked on Dean’s pants, Dean working on Gabriel’s as well. Gabriel rolled his eyes and snapped his fingers and both were naked as Gabriel rolled over and was on top of Dean, those beautiful wings of his made an appearance again as they felt each other up, Dean whimpered, wanting Gabriel now more than ever, knowing that his angel friend and the one he had so many feelings for was back to normal save for a attachment issue.
There was a tangle of limbs and the flutter of feathers over the next hour as Gabriel and Dean got it on and were panting and kissing and Gabriel was doing Dean this time, whereas Dean did him last time, Gabriel was so much harder, and teased him more and lingered more, making Dean groan in pleasure, feeling himself come and Gabriel gave a dry chuckle as Dean felt something hot and warm constrict around his chest and his eyes widened. He couldn’t see Gabriel but he could see the burning light coming from his wings…Could feel whatever this was now in his chest wrapping around it like a snake…
“What…what are you doing?” Dean gasped out he could feel that Gabriel was still sliding his hands along Dean’s back.
“Honestly? I don’t know, just going off an instinct here…” Gabriel muttered as suddenly that head grow hotter than anything Dean had ever felt and he let out a strangled yell…
Dean was unaware of the white light coming from his eyes and mouth, almost like he’d said yes to being a vessel…What happened at the same moment was both of them coming at once, no prompting from either one and both yelled with the combined release and when it was over Dean passed out fro exhaustion as Gabriel got out and smirked and went to the bathroom, snagging some clothes and cleaning himself up. He cleaned Dean up too with a snap of his fingers…
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Dean came to with warm arms wrapped around him. Clothed warm arms he noticed…but that wasn’t all…He felt like there was a constant thrum of warmth in his chest right now. He tried to rub at his chest but the arms holding him wouldn’t let him, a ghost of a whisper across his ear.
“Don’t, you need to keep calm and just…listen, clear your mind…” came Gabriel’s voice, soft and teasing to his ear, and Dean shifted so he was more into Gabriel’s hold. Gabriel gave an amused chuckled and brought Dean closer so that they were pressed up against each other; though Gabriel was clothed he was still warm and comfortable. He took in a deep breath and then lets out a soft breath. It was only when he’d settled did he feel it…He felt…lazy…comfortable and happy all at once, and he realized these weren’t his emotions, he himself was comfortable and content. A flare of amusement sparked within him and he blinked and realized it was… His eyes flew open and he looked to Gabriel who smirked and yeah, Dean definitely felt amusement and it was Gabriel’s but what was he doing to Dean that made him feel it too?
“Wow, you got alarmed, scared and surprised all at once,” Gabriel said, holding Dean close still and Dean wasn’t really sure what to say.
“Before you ask…I…forged a bond between your soul and my grace. I didn’t realize I’d done it until an hour ago…Feels good though doesn’t it?” Gabriel says with a smile and Dean searched the archangel’s eyes and he seemed…content and happy, just like what Dean had felt from him.
“Why?” Dean asked as Gabriel threaded his fingers through Dean’s hair. Gabriel becomes…distant for a moment.
“Because…I don’t want you to have to deal with me going into panicked archangel afraid of being lonely mode…Like this I can hand not needing you in the same room because well…now I’ll be able to feel you from anywhere,” He says softly. That’s when Dean realized what Purgatory had done to Gabriel.
It had scarred the angel badly, the angel that no-one to visit him, who had been alone not only in purgatory but on earth for who knows how long…and purgatory had preyed on that and had tortured Gabriel with it. That was why Gabriel had seemed so distant at first…he’d been afraid to get attached because he really had thought it was a hallucination…it was after that, that he had warmed up. He’d never be able to be alone if he hadn’t done this…If it hadn’t been for what he’d just done…
“Why me?” Dean asked, remembering once saying this to Castiel, and that’s when he realized Sam was back in the room and was watching them, and when Dean realized he was fully clothed.
“Because I love you. I have since back when I first set eyes on you at the University.” Gabriel says with a smile before he pulls Dean into a kiss and Sam’s laughing and Castiel is clapping , having appeared right next to Sam, causing Sam to start with a yelp and then start clapping too.
Dean broke away from Gabriel and sat up looking to Castiel.
“You knew about this?” He asks in shock and Castiel smiled.
“I’m not as…clueless as I look, I’m the one who told Gabriel to get his butt in high gear if he didn’t want to lose you.” He said with a happy smile.
“We were wondering when Gabriel would finally make a move. That whole wing thing from earlier, the uh…’slamming the door and stomping out in a fit of rage’ was fake. I figured if he was letting you clean his wings…he was getting his freak on.” Sam said with a smartass smirk.
Gabriel rolled his eyes as Dean let out an exasperated growl of annoyance.
“Well you two, unless you wanna see us have wild happy sex I suggest you leave the room,” Gabriel said and Sam looked like he didn’t believe him and when Gabriel started stripping that when Castiel left and Sam folded his arms.
“You’re not fooling me,” He growls, but then Dean grins.
“You know, I think it would be even hotter to do it in front of Sam, don’t you Gabe?” He says as he starts shedding his clothes and that’s when Sam breaks and grabs the keys and flees the room.
They wait for the car to be out of earshot before they stop and Dean lets out a sigh.
“I hope you don’t mind that I just want to relax, sex with you is draining,” He says with a chuckle and Gabriel zips up the zipper of his pants and rebuttons it.
“I know, I’m just happy to relax too, I know you’re only human and I know I’m a tough one to please,” He says with a chuckle as he pulls on his shirt and buttons it up, Dean doing the same thing as he smiles and kisses Gabriel as the latter turns on the tv so that it’s on Dr. Sexy.
“Everything…feels right now,” Dean says after the show is interrupted by commercials and Gabriel looks to him with a smile and he agrees and leans in and kisses Dean, Dean kissing back, both now content and happy…
